Thoughts of dying
thoughts of ending life
thought of starting all over again
runs through my mind
every single word you said
every little thing you uttered
every sentence you whisper
race through my mind
am i the one for you?
are you the one for me?
im missing you
as life is getting bitter
'' wo men de ai, guo le bu zai hui lai''
yeah. this might mean everything.
its never coming back
never
Breaking down
Tears upon my cheek
For what I’ve done
What have I done?
What am I’m doing
With my only
Chance of living
I wished I could turn back time
To sort things out
To live a better life
To presage others bout their choices
I would never have the alternative
To go back in the precedent
But I have my second chance
To make a wiser verdict
To make this world a better place
I have sinned against Him.
Will He ever look at me again?
Shadow of my life slithering over me
I’m suffocating
This is too much
I got to be strong
For the love of my life
For the sake of my own verve
I’m not going to let my shadow triumph the conquest
I’m tough
I can do this
I won’t let my past take control of me
My past is just a speck in my life
I can’t pretend its not there
But I can make use of that fragment
To begin the journey of another
You can do that too
Take a look of your life
Make a change