Which one is worst? Having a scandal or having an imaginary girlfriend?
For those who do not notice or know, I moved back to Petaling Jaya area after staying in Ampang for 10 months. Nearer to college and workplace = save more money!!




For those who are malay illiterate, it means, please throw your sanitary napkins into the provided bin.
This afternoon, the weather outiside was very hot. I decided to stay in a fully air conditioned room and stay chilled. I peeled off my thin shirt that covers my luscious body and lie on my bed. My bed shook hard as I shiverred in the cold without any blanket because they are all in the laundry....
WTF.....
okay, my effort of writing something erotica to match my title failed. Actually, what happened was, I have been away from my MSN for such a long time. So I didnt know what got into me, I decided to go online on it just for the sake of showing my friends that I am still alive. Then I have a pop up message sounded so wrong. I ignored, thinking that my friend could be pulling a prank on me. So then, how bout I let you read the whole thing.
And I am not even going to have any courtesy of editing or censored the email address.
I have proof!!!
[16:13] angel-phelps480g@hotmail.com: Lookin for fun
[16:13] Aierra: who u?
[16:13] angel-phelps480g@hotmail.com: hey, hows it going?
[16:14] Aierra: are you automated message?
[16:14] Aierra: lol
[16:14] angel-phelps480g@hotmail.com: i'm 20/f your a male right?
tell me how am I all of a sudden a male? maybe I am after all. Remember, I have a twin who is hermaphrodite....
[16:14] Aierra: oh wow
[16:14] angel-phelps480g@hotmail.com: nice, I just got off work and finally got some time to relax which site did i msg you from again?
[16:14] Aierra: you are someone who added randomly
[16:14] angel-phelps480g@hotmail.com: I know a way we can chat and have a better time and its free.. do you cam?
[16:14] Aierra: shittttttt
[16:14] Aierra: shittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
[16:14] angel-phelps480g@hotmail.com: Well i don't do MSN cam or any other cam because i have been recorded before... But i do know one site you can watch me on cam, that assures me no one records...
[16:15] Aierra: fuck la weh
[16:15] Aierra: cibai
[16:15] angel-phelps480g@hotmail.com: I mean... Do you want to see me on my cam?
[16:15] Aierra: fuckkahai
[16:15] Aierra: cilanatpepetbusukcibai
[16:15] angel-phelps480g@hotmail.com: Ok go to http://shortlinks.co.uk/1aku and click join free on the top of the page baby
[16:15] Aierra: cibai
[16:15] angel-phelps480g@hotmail.com: sweet, fill out the info ur info.. i can not wait for you to see me baby let me find something nice to wear
[16:16] Aierra: fuck la you!!!!!!!!
Actually I was saying all the stupid stuff just to provoke the other "person" at the other side, apparently, it holds no effect. And I sounded rude throwing all the vulgarity at my opponent.
Somehow that fellow is barking up the wrong tree. And I thought it was my long lost friend. Stupid automated message.
I wonder if anyone who googled pink pussy or pussy or porn or free sex will actually take down the email address and add this girl. Oh yeah.. Its not even a girl. Its an automated message.
I salute you.
Why?
I am not being sarcastic and cynical about this matter, why? because i finally understand the stress of being one. Most of the time, when we call the hotline of certain organization, we may throw our never ending tantrum to them and yet, they have to treat us oh-so-nicely because they have a standard to comply to and they may get fired by it.
you see, this operator sometimes is just a mere operator, who is actually 100 miles away from the organization, their knowledge about the organization is theoritical, not through practical. Take macdee for instance, their hotline operating station is miles away from the restaurant itself. you may say that is the power of the technology nowadays, but you see, this operators are not macdee-ian, they are not at the restaurant itself. So if you are not getting your order ready by the minute, you have to understand that the operators are not the ones to blame.
which bring me to the next point, you see. most organization have a lot of operators in one shift, but maybe not so many during midnight shift, which i think i will dread the most, its quiet and you may get heart attack if someone suddenly appears in front of you.. for small organization, they cant afford to have more than 1 operator operating in 1 shift, especially if the workload is not so much. You see, the lonely operator, working at their shift with no one to talk to, except for maybe their customers. what if they "kap si" or "kap liu"? who is there to standby for them? no one.. so kesian..
And i dont understand why people look down on operators, i really dont get it. nowadays, many youngsters study and work at the same time. the odd hours that some restaurant, hotline operating stations or toll stations caters the student schooling hours. But some people just think that this operators are just some idiots that dont know anything. Maybe in this people's mind, its better to starve to death rather than working for a honestly earned cold hard cash.. Some people are just too shallow to judge so quickly.
but the thing i respect the most is, their patience in handling customers. Some people just think that if they are paying a little bit extra, they can own you. its true that you pay for the operators salary, but that doesnt mean that you can mistreat them...
sigh... after ranting for 3 paragraph... I am wondering whether i should post it up..
maybe i should, just so that people can treat operators (and youngsters who work) better.
There has been rumors going around about this woman, a singer/songwriter whose real name is Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta. What is the rumor that is still being circulated for more than 6 months? It is whether Lady Gaga is a man or a woman or both.
There is a video that actually suggest that Lady Gaga maybe an hermaphrodite but the grainy video raised more doubts than a confirmation. Oh great, the video is removed. I should dig up some other video now.
Found it. Haha.. she clearly have something dangling there. How I love this controversial clip that shot her into instantaneous fame. Do you realise that she actually fix the hanging dangling thing before getting off the scooter. I think she is scared that the fake dick will fall off. That's even worst than having a rumor spread about having dick.
There is a picture which suggest the existance of a penis (or more popularly known to teenagers as dick) during one of her perfomance.
What can you see there? Okay, it does suggest a penis. But a sanitary pad can also do that magic of creating a fake dick.
Fine, you are not convinced. Then you will go on and search other websites and giving more traffic. Then, the album sales will shot up because people are buying it just so that they can be popular too if they somehow catch a glimpse of the mannish voice. Frantically searching on youtube for Lady Gaga's video to verify if she actually has a dick.
One thing that caught my attention is, the starts of this rumor is around August, last year. Almost the same time when her latest album is being released. Could this be a marketing strategy? Just like the rumor that Megan Fox is a transgendered woman weeks before the launching of Transformer II: Revenge of the Fallen.
Ciara came out from the closet and gossips about she is a transsexual flooded the net. But P Diddy,President and CEO of Bad Boy Worldwide Entertainment had different opinion on it though, "Tonight it's homosexuality, next its tranvestites, tomorrow it's something else," (source, allhiphop.com)
Jamie Lee Curtis didnt escape this hard gossips too. In fact she faced it for 20 years, about her being born with a penis (dick). Isnt that harsh? Surprisingly, if you google their name then hermaphrodite, you will come across websites that is by urbanlegend. See, it is all just rumors.
Okay, maybe Aierra is a man in a woman's body. I have photo proof too!!! maybe not today.. watch out for the photo..
Why so serious title? It's because I am going to talk serious.. *puts on serious face and change mode*
The thing is, I have been staying in Ampang with one housemate. Its convenient in a way but the place that we frequent to is in PJ area. Yes, previously I stayed in PJ area, Sungai Way to be exact, the reason we moved is because someone attempt break in and my property is at stake. Huh... Property of a 22 year old would be laptop, phone, ok. mostly gadgets.
So I have been trying to find another house to rent, that can fit 3 human, 4 cats and lots of cloths and books and junks and more gadgets. I like the idea of finding a house for rent online without going under the scorching sun, suffering sun burns without fail. I have tried finding in various website and I found this website PropWall. Basically this website is a website catering for property searching, may it be land, condominium, house, shop lots and even factory.
Targeted groups are more to high end consumers with house rents ranging from 4 digits and above. Luxurious house for people with bigger paychecks. There is a forum initiated in the website too. Any question in mind, just post it and interact with many users from many parts of Malaysia. Finding a house to rent cant be any easier than that. The rental on these houses may burn a big hole in the pocket but with the amenities that are offered, it is a pretty good deal.
One thing that attracts me in this website is the pictures are provided and updated frequently. In finding a house, the phrase " a picture is worth a thousand words" cant be more appropriate. The vivid picture uploaded makes you feel like you are there, being shown to the whole property.
Just one feature (at the moment) that I am not that fond of, wider range of properties should be offered, with more properties in other states as well. Many properties and real estates in states such as Sarawak and Sabah are not being commercialised in websites. These states property's commercial value is increasing gradually but not profoundly without publicity.
If you are looking towards owning a property or an investment in Kuala Lumpur, you should check this website. They have financial planning, mortgage planning, forum, property changes in the market, just about anything, name it, you can find it here in KL property. Register for free and you are up with access to many property that you dream of.
These condos maybe a little out of my reach, but a girl can sure dream and work on it. If you are looking for house with smaller budget, try asking around, I am sure you are able to find one.
about Akademi Fantasia?
This post is only for the hardcore addict who cant leave any update about Akademi Fantasia 8.
Years ago, 8 years ago to be exact. Akademi Fantasia fever has just started to infect everyone, almost making everyone to subscribe to paid TV network, ASTRO.
I was a hardcore AF addict, who isnt? I still remember all the Saturdays that turned into kinda a family day where everyone will nest in front of the TV, watching Astro Ria, channel 4 (back then). Bawling our eyes out when one of the student get eliminated. And during final concerts, my mom would ask me to text out the AFUNDI for the student that she really fond of.
The first ever Akademi Fantasia winner, Vincent Chong (brother of the the contestant of Amazing Race Asia, Vanessa and Pamela Chong) somehow reminds my mom of her own brother, I think that's why she voted so much.
During weekdays, we would bring our homework and do it in front of the TV to watch the Akademi Fantasia diary episodes. Maybe Malaysian just love watching people being confined in a house, enjoying the drama in life. lol. Maybe its just me. I love watching America's Next Top Model, Malaysian Dream Girl and such. I've stopped watching this phenomenon in 2006 or so. That was the starting year of me being away from home. My mom would still update me on it sometimes. Those were the days.
What got me interested in the new season of Akademi Fantasia if I have outdated myself for so long?
This; Muhd Shahril Firdaus Eli.
Yes, high school friend who I used to bully go to school with. We were never in the same class though. Okay, I have been writing sentence after sentence then end up pressing the backspace button and end up with the first 2 sentence. I guess, I have some fear that whatever that is written in this blog will be used against him once he got out from the academy. Or maybe I am just scared that people are going to say that I tumpang glamor. Oh well, some high school memories.
The only thing I remembered the most is he always hang out with his cousin who was in the same class with him.. From what I have heard, they are not that close anymore. I guess after years of separation after SPM, no one really contact each other. Everyone is scattered around pursuing studies and careers.
His puppy love? Of course we know about it. It's not very decent to disclose here. But lets just say that they are still in very good terms.
Private joke between us, we would always measures height. I dont know, maybe its a way of ice breaking. lol. Though he is petite, he does have the huge confidence and sheer determination. Though I never realise his talent in singing nor dancing, you can still have a sneak peak into it,here is his youtube channel.
Oh well, after this, he will be a star. And more people will flock with pretense of being friend.
So, enough with the trip down the memory lane. He still need Malaysians to vote for his talent. How to vote? Type AFUNDI(3/5/10)
Who will be the next America's Next top Model? Malaysian Next Top Talent. Okay I made that up. It makes me happy. So, go vote.
For those who dont have the privilege of having ASTRO network at home can still enjoy the concerts and diaries of Akademi Fantasia 8, thanks to crystle1987, a user in youtube.
20/3 marks the first concert in Akademi Fantasia 8. Meaning that Akademi Fantasia has been on air for 1 week now.
Being in this academy, everything is captured on camera. But not everything is put on air, some of the student may come across as the quiet ones.
These students are given 1 week, well, more like 5 days to me to learn all the choreograph, song and to perform every Saturday looking as ready as ever.
This week, the first concert of Akademi Fantasia 8, after a stressful week of learning, their song according to their turns during concert is;
Maulana - Extravaganza
Adira - Bertamu di kalbu
Shahir - Khatimah cinta
Nad -ERT (I wonder if this means Ekonomi Rumah Tangga)
Daus - Cari jodoh
Farina - Paparazzi
Alif - Kau aku
Anum - Apa kata
Shah - Bengang
Ain - Hey Ladies
Ema - Yang terbaik
Iwan - Havent met you
There you go the 12 students with their song. How was their perfomances, those are for you to judge.
I was quite surprised that Daus was required to dance, after having a dance number the precious week. Oh well, you see, you can always look at the silver linings of clouds. Why do you think that they gave him that particular number with a dance routine? Obviously because he can dance, oh come on. See for yourself, he can really dance. He swayed! How many manly guys can do that?
One thing I dont get is, Why is the judge a little bit too biased? or is it just me?
This guy got talent, but he is from Borneo. Nope, nothing wrong with that. I am from Borneo too. Its just that, some "people" just cant see someone else on top and they just try so hard to crush them down. Somehow I really think that the choice of songs that are given to him really dont do any justice to him. What do you think? You dont trust me? Look at this;
He does have talent ha? To prove his talent, he need his help to let him stay in the academy. So, send in your votes by sending in AFUNDI
Oh I found a way of voting more but just by sending 1 sms, type AFUNDI(3/5/10)
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P/S: to those of you think that I dont know how it feels to be criticised, trust me. I have got enough from this blog. There are even people who said my writing sucks and spammed my comment box.
So you see, internet is being very accommodating nowadays. News can be spread easily, but why aren't our superior do anything to stop shit like this to happen???
Read this to know more about Malaysian's love towards animal.
The video says it all. The truth about hot girls is they poop too, just like everyone else. Man has always imagined that hot girls never poop or fart, they are born to parade themselves, not!
Being a girl, I have always know that truth. But truth about hot guys, I would really like to know that. Cause you see, I am a big fan of Justin Timberlake. Those hot body that can even melts butter. *hyperventilates* The way he dance, just umph! I swear he look me into my eyes every time he sings okay? And no, I am not being delusional.
But I cant never imagine him doing all this "humanly" stuff that we do, like going to toilet (doing business, not touching up on make up), and eat, and fart, and sleep, or maybe pick his nose. I dont think he will look that hot doing that in front of me.
Oh, lets not forget miss Aierra's first love, wait, he is human too... means that he is going to do all of the above.. oh no.. Oh how about Megan Fox, the woman that everyone worships, the woman that other woman will turn lesbian for? Okay, I think I am going to have a panic attack... *gasp for air*
You know what, I think I will just accept the tale that hot people are born to be beautiful without needing to do all the "humanly" stuff. *proceeds to chant* JTishotJTishotJTishotJTishotJTishot..
Is love at first sight counted as real love? Its very clichéd and cheesy. I know right.
Well. I first know about him when I was in college. A friend of mine, Zue introduced him to me. I was skeptic at first, knowing that I wont fall for a guy so easily. Zue said that I will fall for him head over heels. I just shrugged.
Zue then took out her phone and showed his picture to me. I nonchalantly look at the screen, to make sure that I don’t offend her. Holy mama. There he is, with a killer gaze, looking straight at me. It struck me there and then. I have this mushy feeling in my stomach and I just stared back at him (the picture lah). Being an egocentric, I shrugged and said that he is okay. He is totally my type anyway. Yes, I have a type.
Being all excited (still), I told a friend of mine about him and she just shoots those laser beamed eye at me saying that this guy is plastic. He is not that good looking without make up. Ah well, its okay if he uses make up to hide his flaw, every girl do that, I said. My friend left without saying anything, shaking her head.
Since then, I pestered Zue about him, asking non stop about everything, every single detail that I can think of, for the need of knowing him better. Zue is not like the other friend though. Zue is very supportive, maybe because we share the same zodiac and her birthday is exactly 7 days after mine, compared to others. We would spend most of our free time in her room where I would ogle on the cuteness of the guy.
I then turn very obsessive towards the guy; I search online for his profile and sneakily "steal" his pictures and set it as my phone wallpaper. How cheesy is that? I have always told Zue that he serenades me in my sleep, every single night. It is always the same song and it stuck in my head. It goes something like this;
Girl I'm going out of my mind
And even though I don't really know you
I guess I feel I'm running out of time
I'm waiting for the moment I can show you
And baby girl I want you to know
I'm watching you go; I'm watching you pass me by
Its real love that you don't know about
Now tell me if its not love... sigh...
6 months or so after that, we left college. Zue and I still talk to each other. Yapping away about out updates. But it was one thing that I miss the most; the guy that I was in love with no longer lingers in my dream. Not until recently, he is back. One fine day, and he just slipped into my dream and starts to sing the same old song that I fell in love with. But now he is famous. He even have a lot of videos in you tube, with 7 to 8 digit of views.
And I think I am ready to show you this guy. Scroll down for his picture, and video.
See those eyes...
nice bod too..
ergh... getting his done? I guess
And this is his uber famous video.
His name is Massari and he is a recording artist. And no, I don't know him personally. But hey, a girl can always dream right?
P/S: I think some of you may think that I was writing a love confession for the new finalist of Akademi Fantasia 8, Shahril Firdaus Eli atau Daus. Oh tidak. No gossips about him okay, I will be very angry. *wink*
P/P/S: To vote for Shahril Firdaus atau his more fehmes name Daus, Type AFUNDI

This can happen to anyone. Could be you, could be someone close to you. Help this girl and do your share. Click to help spread the words around.
When you are having your relaxing warm shower, do you turn off the shower when you are scrubbing all the dead skin on your body? Do you turn it off when you shampoo your greasy hair after a long day at work or in school? You dont? Oh my, we are totally twins. I bet you dont turn off the tap when you are brushing your teeth, cause we are twins like that.
I was browsing through one of the youth community online web, youthsays.com (its a site that allows you to actually voice out and get paid), when I found one of their campaign on their campaign page. The campaign is about clean water for a healthy world. So far, what come to mind when we mention water is we waste a lot. Yes. That is true, but even if we are not wasting water by turning off the tap while brushing our teeth, turning off the shower when we are shampooing and scrubbing. There are still a bigger problem rather than wastage. Ok, I am not encouraging you to waste. My point is our water source is actually being polluted by a lot of ways that we overlooked.
In most rural places, they source their water from the hill or mountain for fresh water supply. When I say fresh, it is very fresh. It is not treated with any chemical at all, sometimes you can even see fish "swam" from your tap. But then, there is logging. Logging has caused the water turn muddy. They use the water (river) to transport the logs from higher ground to lower ground which polluted the water.
Farming too near to the river will pollute the water too. How? Well, all the pesticide and fertilizer that is not being absorbed by the plant will flow into the river. I guess if you use organic fertilizer, it wont be a big harm except maybe the water taste like, you know. :)
So how important is water? Very. To the extend that water actually have their own day being celebrated. Yes people, mark your calendar, 22 March, celebrate the International World Water Day.
Well, I myself wasnt aware of this campaign before this. I guess you can call me ignorant. But International World Water Day is actually being celebrated internationally on the 22 of March annually. Basically, we focus on how we can raise awareness among public about sustaining a healthy ecosystem. We can start by increasing the quality in water. Start small but think of the change that it will bring us if everyone is taking that small step.

Wow... she is 13 and she is already writing reviews for fashion collection.
This is what I got after trying to follow her;
http://tavi-thenewgirlintown.blogspot.com
"This blog already has the maximum number of Followers (10000). Check back later."
How like that? Can I be like her also? hihi
I have been a sucker for movies that involves dog and fatherly love (yeah, and the vampires and night world thing but i don't cry watching and reading those). I watched Marley and me for the I-don’t-even-know-till-I-lost-count time. Shed tears again.
Marley and me is originally a book. So, it’s up to the movie director to make the movie into a masterpiece (exaggerating?? No.) that can make it to the top. Otherwise, it will just sink like an anchor, at least the anchor serve its purpose.
The story revolves around John Grogan, Jennifer and Marley the dog. They (John and Jennifer) got married and moved to Florida. Sebastian (John colleague and best friend) suggested to John to get a puppy for Jennifer so that he can build his career before starting a family (and stalling her biological clock. The first excuse sounds more mature.. :P) Growing up, Marley never loses his puppy energy, well that explains the jumping and sprinting and running, and continues to test the patience of John and Jennifer. They brought Marley to obedient school and got kick out after dry humping the instructor leg whose hair looks like poodle. That shows Marley’s lack of self-discipline. He continued chewing on everything.
After a while, Jennifer and John think that they have everything and ready to start a family. Conceived and delivered. Marley is very fond of kids though, in my point of view. At least he didn’t chew on the kids.
After 3 kids, John and his family moved to Philadelphia. Then Marley fall sick as he is quite old by this time. He succumbed to a twisted stomach problem.
That’s the synopsis on the movie. Are you going to watch it, AGAIN? :)
I have watched it thousands of time but never occurred to me about reading the original book. But I got it already and I am so ready to start another tear shedding adventure.I'll tell you if the movie and the book is world apart. Some how, my own Marley at hearts tell me it is. Oh well, I should just give myself the benefit of doubt until I read it.
P/S: oh… I have finished reading the book Betrayed by PC Cast and Kristin Cast. I will post my two cents on it soon.
I am so sorry if you stumbled upon this blog after searching for the aftermath of this epitome. I, myself have been Google -ing, trying to find any scientific truth that can support this. At least if its true, I can still take pork out of my diet and lose weight, not such a bad idea ey.
I was lurking on youtube, a video sharing website own by Google.Inc, when I found this video showing the experiment he conducted on his own out of curiosity.
Shocking, yes. But there is no scientific report to support this, correct me if I am wrong, send me a link, I would love that. So far, you will only get websites or even blog that says its true, its false and more video link of the said experiment.
To me though, this is truly a marketing scheme. Imagine this, after watching that video, I am sure the curiosity embedded in us will tick. We (maybe just me) will have the urge to conduct this experiment on our own to see the result in front of our own eyes. To conduct this experiment, you will buy at least a 500ml bottle of coke, and a pre-pack pork chop in local supermarket such as Giant or Cold Storage. Then you think, hmmmmm.. maybe not just the regular coke from Coca-Cola. Then you started to fill your basket with Diet Coke, Pepsi, local brand of cola flavored drinks and more pork chops.
Having paid all that, you go home and started to conduct your little experiment. Maybe maggots will come crawling after 2 hours. I dont know, I havent tried.
Trackback a little, do you realised that the video actually made you tick to conduct one on your own. This video have at least 1.5 million view. Lets pretend that every view is equal to 1 person, and lets say that only half of the people who watched tried conducting the experiment. Thats at least 750 000 bottle of coke being sold. Now, doesn't that increase the company revenue?
Don't even start on all the pork chops sold. The price for this particular poultry is already sky high. If more of this kind of video come up, we can pretty much say that the farmers are making lots of moolah.
But I found a website that actually state that it is not true with scientific reason on explaining on all this "maggots".
"The only way to birth maggots on your pork is to leave it outside. Coke has nothing to do with this urban legend. I have preformed such experiments in controlled environments and can confirm maggots do not develop due to the introduction of Coke. What you might see is:
1. Residue from the carbonation that has coagulated the protein structure of the pork.
2. Acids that have started to cook the pork and brought out amino acids that were inside the pork.
3. Maggots!" (source: http://wiki.answers.com/Q/Why_if_you_pour_coke_on_pork_the_pork_will_have_maggots_in_two_hours_or_a_little_more)
Somehow its comforting that I havent been eating maggots all my life.


Okay, describe this feeling..
You log in to your blogger account. At your Dashboard, you realised that blogs that you have been following have a new post and you felt utterly happy about it. Then you click on the title and proceed reading. Well that seems not enough, you went back in time(literally) and read all the other post admiring their writing and wonder why you cant come up with the same thing that they have written with passion.
Now, am I lacking of passions for writing? Or am I a stalker who stalks all the log that have at least 100 reader per day? Or am I just being jealous that they actually get paid for writing journals and article(or even advertorial) with lots of picture that funded their trip overseas?
Tell me.. Tell me how can I be like them.
