Let go!
A part of you says
But how
How can you let go
Of the love of your life
When another part of you
Is telling you
To hold on

I’m smothered
By my own self
By my choices given
Am I going to fail?

My mind and my heart
Is battling in me
Will I be shuddered?
Will I be damaged?
From this combat
Of my own
A battle beneath my skin

No! No! No!
I won’t let it take over me
Won’t let it torn me apart
Won’t let it poison my body
I won’t..

I will have faith
Have faith in Him
He will lead me
I know

It’s been a hard life for me
And I’m feeling so damn low
Have you ever been so low?
Even when you’re on a high place
And when all the people look down at you
And when your entertainment tube is filled
With images of sufferings and sadness
And when you are actually have tears on your cheeks
When you thought you are smiling
I think this is the beginning of your fall
The beginning of the end
The fall from grace
It gives you a new perspective on life
And of course, death
In time like this your life flashes in front of you they say...
This is going to be a short show
About the love you get
About the love you give
And about the love of your life
On second thought
Taking your own life won’t solve anything
You’re just delaying your time to deal with it
Life goes on...
Even when you think that you have no life
That’s life
Have faith
You will be salvaged