Lysa!!!! I want to be able to comment on your blogpost. :'(



And I got nothing to post. oh wait... my camwhore pics. hahaha... Will camwhore with Cyl first, then I will post it up. :P

Ok, Lysa has been pestering me to update her bout my life here, back in Kuching. Ok baby, here goes..


I am glad that I am the only person in this world to call you Lysa, and being the only one. *beams proudly* *Grins* you know what, life has been good. I am now, venturing in a 'relationship'. Yeah. I know right?

School life; hmm... psychology is treating me good. I love every single bit bout it. At least I know that sexual orientation is gonna be discussed in topic 10. And I am doing my assignment on 'sexual disorientation'. Hey, be my subject, will you?

I do miss the life in KL, though hectic, the pay is good, even if you work part time. I guess all the clubs do miss me too. :)

Bout the epic movie, it is still on going. Pretty much like Harry Potter, its not going to end unless J.K. Rowling "kills" Harry. So, I am waiting for the producer to come down to Kuching and discuss the script with me on bed professionally. *winks*

Other than that, hmmmmm... Oh yeah. I am now being referred to as "minah rempit Sarawak yang tak ada standard". The one who set the standard, unfortunately, is abusing substance, alcohol and damn social. So I am pretty much confused about the standard. The way I make myself feel better bout it, "Orang HAWT memang banyak orang dengki. So I have to live with it. And only famous people gets death threat." and Lysa, little did I know that I am actually famous.

Har har... Isnt my life interesting? Oh.. even at my part time workplace now, there's some drama going on. Guess what? I am the main cast too. :P

p/s: Ask me anything. I will be happy to fill you in. I am not that good in story telling.. *lies*

I am in need of...

All hail to the best actress of the year!!!! Yours truly. Why you ask, oh well, I am starring in another drama that the director insist that its going to be an EPIC movie. Oooh.. did I mention the director is also the main cast in this epic movie?




Details soon... Stay tuned..

p/s : Psssst... Lysa, if your reading this... buzz me and I'll give you a free pass to this drama of my life..

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through 



[Thanks to Derek (redshoeblacklacex2@hotmail.com) for these lyrics] via http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/avrillavigne/keepholdingon.html

When I was facing that hard time with break ups and coming back home and all that. I tend to channel all my energy elsewhere.

I am a person who is used to texting that someone, when I lost that someone, I turned to my friends so they will accompany me.. I have few shrinks when I was in that phase. Lysa  helped me a lot. And Jojo too!! Not forgetting, Jaclyn Low, my baby.. Yeah these are all my girlfriends. Jac was the one who helped me to get up and start all over again. I know I know... You must be wondering who is Chowberiey Heart on my FB relationship status which was set to have a relationship with. She is one of my friend during college time. Crazy ones. She is the one who layan my crazy texts and coincidentally, she was having some rough time to forget her ex. So, we've created drama on fb. Calling each other baby or darling, you name it, we've used it. Reason = to show that we have 'moved on with life'.

So why is my FB relationship status is set with yet another friend. This friend of mine just broke up.. And like me, this friend need that safe and comfort zone. What goes around comes around.. Few months ago, this friend of mine gave that helping hand and gave an awakening bitch slap (literally). So, its my turn to help.


Dont judge something when you merely know bout the shit that people are facing.

oh well... you stand out of all the rest.. you know why? cos you survived the critical season! you survived... It's not over yet.. but u've made it my dear!

day seven: four turn offs.




1. Bulu... I geli with bulu bulu...


2. Penipuan. This is such a turn off. It is worst when the liar kantoi. Aka, liars. oh... make that a player that lies till the liar is confused with all the lies and cant even differentiate which is lie and which is not.


3. hmmmmmm..... waiting... i dont like waiting either. I really dont like waiting... 


4. People who owe me money and doesnt pay me back. thats a big turn off. 

day six: five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)


1. My parents / family (you really cant leave em)


2. Mary (for being my shrink)


3. Jac (Baby, u gave me hope [in life]. I know right? But yeah.. u is my baby too.)


4. Kairy (Dude, those days... yeaps... i cant forget those days)


5. My friends in UM. They helped me a lot. I cant just name one cause there are a lot of them that really mean a lot to me.


This person meant a lot to me. (Note: Past tense)
- D Wong, TC, MA, Kenny Shan

day five: six things you wish you’d never done.


1. Quit UM.


2. Quit Starbucks.


3. FA


4. Smashed that phone, accidentally. after waking up. Seriously.. it was an accident.


5. Stop driving.


6. ................... I guess, bygone should be bygone..

Some day you'll cry for me like i cried for you,
you'll miss me like i missed you,
you'll need me like i needed you,
you'll love me but i wont love you

day four: seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Question or instruction of the day is.........

day two: nine things about yourself.

day one: ten things you want to say to ten different people right now

Got this from Lysa, she got it from her tumblr, whoever put it on tumblr, thanks!!

I woke up one day and realised that I can finally say I just woke up from the bad dream. Yes, I do still reminisce on the good days and all the memories of what we had been through. I dont regret all the good times. How I wish I can say that I dont regret the bad times but it is part of the good times too.