What is your main motive in getting something done?
Lately, I've been experiencing some stuff. Well, some are not mine, so I can’t really blog bout it. I am a perfectionist, I get my job done, but I will take all my sweet time in getting it done. I’ve been criticised on the speed of doing it, I was once labeled a tortoise ( try to pronounce it as thor-tho-ice). It hurts but I took it as something to improve myself.
Does ego contributes as one of the motivation in doing something?
Do you actually do something, only someone complains bout it? Fear of letting someone who is in your circle know bout you, the real you that you hide underneath those thick skin. The ‘you’ that doesn’t do laundry, and expect somebody else to do it for you, or be with someone who would actually do it for you, for FREE! The ‘you’ that everyone hates so much that you need to have a split personality in front of every single person.
Do you really want to portray an image that is out of your own league? Trying so hard to create a lovable image, is that you?
As much as I want to deny it, but I do actually care bout what people think bout me. Sometimes I over-analysed or over think bout what I wear, how I carry myself, well basically everything. I hate to think that I actually let everyone decides what am I going to eat and stuff, or how my body supposed to look like, to shape like.
P/S: Concentrated of different feelings and emotions. Mind this entry as it looks like just a string of words that doesn’t make sense.