day four: seven things that cross your mind a lot.
- What to have for lunch / dinner. Sometimes, breakfast.
- You!!!! Yes you. Cos I can see who read me. :P
- AirAsia. Those red skirts, aint that hot?
- Psychology. Since I am always taken for granted, I think I should take this professionally to avoid it in the future.
- CAR!!!! WHITE COLOUR PLEASE!
- Moneh! Ways of making it. Ways of getting it (back).
OOOOOOh... The way you lied to me, the way you cheated on me, the way you made me happy and sad before the most pathetic "its me, not you" thing happened, nearly made it into the list. But sadly no....
day one: ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
1. Mommy = "Can i repierce my tongue?" I will do the dishes and behave!!
2. Daddy = " Can i take psychology instead?" I will ermmmmmm.... pay for the car?
3. Lysa = Pics soon!! My brother n sis took silly picture yesterday!
4. Jac = I miss you babe! and the silly jokes, ye.. memang i chomel dengan lawak i yg datang tepat pada masanya.
5. Betty = Lets do the piercing together!!!! or, u do piercing i do tattoo!!
6. Kairy = Thanks love for being there for me before this!!
7. Donaille Wong Shiau Thong = Thanks for everything. But no thanks for the drama, I've got my own drama to handle, in case you forgot. I am the drama queen that used to star in every play of yours. Now, I quit, you can ask her to star in your play. Lets see if she is up for it.
8. Li Teng = Joe, thanks for taking ur DD away from me. I guess DD is urs to handle now. So, handle it with care. Dont provide me with any drama of yours just because you found some shit belongs to me. We stayed together before, whatya expect? huh? You are the one who wanted it so much. throwing money all around just cos you got it. Embrace it now hun!
9. TC = I dont know if you still read me like u used to. I dont even know if you blog like u used to. I guess there are lots of catching up need to do. But I cant do it on my own.
10. To anyone who reads this = thanks for everything. Whoever you are, you have been with me on my journey in discovering life. Being with me through the ups and dows. Thanks. Soon the days of unhappy post will end, and will be fun filled again!
Got this from Lysa, she got it from her tumblr, whoever put it on tumblr, thanks!!
"day one: ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. day two: nine things about yourself. day three: eight ways to win your heart. day four: seven things that cross your mind a lot. day five: six things you wish you’d never done. day six: five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) day seven: four turn offs. day eight: three turn ons. day nine: two smileys that describe your life right now. day ten: one confession"
I woke up one day and realised that I can finally say I just woke up from the bad dream. Yes, I do still reminisce on the good days and all the memories of what we had been through. I dont regret all the good times. How I wish I can say that I dont regret the bad times but it is part of the good times too.
I realised that I've been lied to a lot, but then, I realised that you do, do not did, that to everyone too. I can list down all the lies that you told everyone, but it doesnt do me any good, and neither to you. I thought I was special, but those are just words uttered from your sweet little pie hole. So, why should I be so upset about it, right? (Trying hard to console myself over all the lies)
I've been begging for a second chance to be with you, but I do no good for you. Then I realised, I should really give myself a second chance in life, with of without you. I should decide to go back or not at all. I want to disappear but I've been doing that to everyone who had been in my life before. I want to change that, starting with you.
Jac, how I wish you read this too.. And you'll go all blonde and tell me to not dwell in it and dont get myself hurt again. Thanks for entertaining my midnight calls and sms, consoling me and being there for me.
Fiz, thanks for letting Jac entertain my emotional cries and letting me 'cook' at your lovely home.
Lysa Lang, you... you're my blonde sistah too... you should meet Jac!! Thanks for being my shrink. Too bad we didnt meet up during my last days in KL. But if I visit you, I will stay a night or two at ur vacant room and scare your housemate with the lack of clothes too... haha... Just make sure ur bonyo closes her eye... :P Too much free show, no good. p/s: The season is almost over, I have pairs who are standing strong through this 'monsoon' season.
Mimi, I know mimi doesnt read this but she too, helped me a lot during the hard times.. mimi, u pierced ur nose ady, and i still owe you one piercing! will post it up when i get it done!!
not forgetting Kairy!! Kairy has been there for me for I dont know how long, entertaining my blonde joke and my cries of pain late at night or better yet, early in the morning. distance and time wont let this friendship drift to nothingness.. At least I hope so..
And you, Thanks for the lesson of life. I learnt more and more just by being with and without you. I've to learnt it the hard way, yes. But thanks. I guess someone like me just had to learn it the hard way huh...
Recently everyone around me broke up.. Okay, not everyone, but some. The thing is, the reason is almost the same.
A: The other half is cheating.
B: The other half is having a scandal behind the other half, which is A.
Hm.... Why cant it be simple? I mean why cant just love a person just as much as they love you? Especially after you have been together through all the ups and downs of your life, helping you through when you have major trouble...
Oh well people say, "Manusia senang lupa." I guess thats so true...