Long time no diary post.. Its been hell of months here in a new place. i've been trying to adapt. trying to find new friends. im loud.. but i will get extremely quiet when i m around new people. haha.. but my friends, i mean the friends that i knew way back before i get to Um has been really great to me. L, Z, and hell lots more are helping thru shits that ive gone thru. A good listener ha~.
Lately, i feel really lonely. i really dont know why. as in, i feel like i need someone to listen to my rants, be there when i need someone, talk to me, pampers me, and stuff. i mean doing what a lovers do i guess. but im not ready for any love life.. im not ready for ay commitment. but yeah, i need that someone.
someone to hold my hands when im alone, someone to wipe away my tears, someone to hold me, to hug me when im shuddering in fear, someone to love me, loving me for who i am. sigh.. sounds like i need a lover or sumthing. lols
so, who wants to be my part time lover? cos i dont love, i want to be loved. haha.. not fair is it? thats why my pendant has all the 'retard' heart shape. talking bout heart shape, i saw a heart shape necklace with nice messages on the pendant in VINCCI when i was accompanying Zuey buying her pumps. *love your red pumps Zuey* damn... its nice but i didnt get it. cos i got hell lots of necklace in this 2 months. but i really love it... anyone wanna get it for me? please? i really love it. really really do...
ow yeah.. today i went out with Zuey to Bukit Bintang. We just went around BB and buy lotsa stuff, AGAIN. there is this Corset like thing that i saw in one of the shop. its so damn nice. but again. Im BROKE. so i kiss the corset goodbye. tsk tsk.. its really sad. what did i saw again just now that i want?? hm.. yeah.. its the top that Zuey bought. its black and white stripe-y shirt. damn nice Zuey!! haha.. later we tukar tukar macam biasa ar.. ahaks
Zuey bought lucky clover chain to put on her jeans. its nice.. hihihihih.. and im jealous of that. but one thing we both were amazed was, we were able to walk in pairs of uncomfortable shoes (but cute) for what, 3 hours, non stop. haish.. special ability i guess.
ow yeah zuey... today, i dont sesat. as in i went on the right train. hihihihi.. shhhhhhh.. kita jak tau tuh.. L tau juga la. terus kena cop lousy. ahaks..