You log in to your blogger account. At your Dashboard, you realised that blogs that you have been following have a new post and you felt utterly happy about it. Then you click on the title and proceed reading. Well that seems not enough, you went back in time(literally) and read all the other post admiring their writing and wonder why you cant come up with the same thing that they have written with passion.
Now, am I lacking of passions for writing? Or am I a stalker who stalks all the log that have at least 100 reader per day? Or am I just being jealous that they actually get paid for writing journals and article(or even advertorial) with lots of picture that funded their trip overseas?